In Another. Four Years.

Leap Year 2012

So we wont see February 29th for another 4-years. I don't personally know anyone with a birthday on this day nor do I remember anything significant taking place on a Leap Year. Today I'm going to make it important.

I read a suggestion online that said we ought to do something rare on this day. So I did. I flirted back with someone who I believe may have an eye for me. What's so rare about this?

I have a whole lot of pride when it comes to interacting with men. Sometimes I feel justified for being "this" way. Others, I feel like I should put pride aside, but letting go of my pride (regarding men) is "something" I rarely do.

The gentleman that I sent a flirtatious signal to doesn't know much about me. I'm preparing to let my hair down in the relationship department in the near future. I have no idea exactly when or with whom. Call it a "women's intuition" because I'm no psychic.

When Leap Year happens again in 2016, I'll almost be 40-years old. Then what? Well, I'm about to make a confession...

I hope to be sharing life in LOVE with my soul mate. It's such a jungle in the dating scene and yes I 'll go further by stating, that we all need somebody. Not just anybody though. I truly believe there's "someone for everyone."
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                        Wednesday - February 29, 2012

Dear Future Hubby of Mine,

I'm sorry we may be a little out of control. We don't really know what it's like having a man in charge of our family. For a long time I've been calling all the shots and it took me a longer while to admit, that I wouldn't find proper balance as a woman of the house in your complete absence.

I've been waiting for you. I knew you'd find me in due time. I'm confident that you not only desire me above any other woman, but you also need me and have no shame admitting so. I just LOVE you so much all ready!!!

The little girl inside of me has been yearning for her daddy all my life. It also doesn't hurt having a father figure present, that my daughters can find guidance and protection from on a daily basis. I told my girls that we ought to enjoy the time in our household where no man exists because it's going take some adapting once you take the lead.

I know that we'll experience challenges together, but I promise to fight with respect, loyalty, strength, patience, kindness and LOVE to keep our union sacred. More importantly, I've rid myself of fear about us and I've been practicing on my own to be the best wife I'm capable of being. I'm so excited about our future together.

P.S.  It's been a long time coming, but everything great is done in GODs time and I will accept each day FAITHfully knowing "this" to be true!

With unconditional LOVE, PRAYER & SUPPORT,















Your Mrs. :*