Work Oriented. Becoming More.

I got official notice today "that" I'm beginning my very first day of employment on Monday. "It" is pretty incredible how quickly this company moved things along to "buy" me out from the temporary agency I've working for since 2012. I've been on several assignments and "this" opportunity is by far the best!

Paying nearly $600 in health coverage has been stressing me financially to say the least. I've waited until the very last day of the month to pay the premium because all month long I contemplate on paying "it." The penalty for not having health coverage is much cheaper than my monthly premium times 12, but I have active children and we just can't be without "it." So, I bite the bullet as much as "it" has pained me. Thankfully, next month should be the last month I pay out of pocket because I'll be eligible for full benefits come June 2016.

I almost forfeited "this" opportunity because I've gotten so used to just being a temporary worker. I've been operating with a nonchalant attitude and it's only due to my intellect and the need to provide for my little family, that I've succeeded "this" far. After being interviewed by the individual whom I'll be reporting to, I felt so much more comfortable about switching hats. I explained, "that" I was nervous, but knew the opportunity wasn't one to pass on.

There's "something" to be said for people in the workplace who notice my capabilities. I began "this" job by completing minuscule tasks such as xerox copying, scanning and data-entry, but I performed the tasks like a scientist with a cheerful hearted smile. Sure, I know they saw my resume and were aware "that" I could do much more. Eventually, they did begin to ask me "to do" other "things." The interviewer told me during our first discussion that my work performance and interactions with others was receiving rave reviews. "This" really touched my heart.

So many times, I wanted to be appreciated for who I am and most people are energized when they know other's believe in them. I know "that" I can excel with "this" opportunity so I accepted "it" gladly. Further, I'm aware "that" I can use some professional coaching and mentorship. There's a whole lot of brainpower where I work and I respect "that." I want to be a reliable contributor and GOD willing I will.

Thank you LORD!!! For creating me, loving me, guiding me, and putting my life on a purpose-filled path. Without you I can do nothing. The best "thing" my mother did for me was show me how honor and praise you. I am standing strong in faith with every passing moment of each day. Thank you LORD!!!

My Black History: Day 7.

I'm bouta be brief and finna goeta bed in a lil bit.

I ohno bout dem, but showl know lots bout me.

I be tryna do my best like I'm spoesta.

Language is an art. No one should be made to feel less equal than others because we speak differently. I, along with many of my friends had great elementary school teachers. We were fortunate.

My mother had a vast vocabulary, but still spoke in slang at home. So do I. Most of the women in my family mastered the art of grammatical English and standardized speech is something, "that" I'm very familiar with. When I was a little girl I had a "thing" for the dictionary. I still refer to the dictionary daily at some point or another. Either to check my own usage/spelling of a word or to better comprehend something I heard, but didn't quite understand.

In my lifetime, I've been referred to as "ghetto" just because I speak slang. Some have also accused me of speaking "proper" or talking "white." If I must be hit with an identifier-label, what does "this" really make me?

Prophetto/Ghetroper?! Ghettite/Whietto?! Laughing out loud... Heehee-Haha!

As I continue to teach my children right from wrong, I will also ensure, that they remain proud of whom we are as Black-Americans, but remember to never allow society, insiders/outsiders, or anything to box them into any ONE category.

Black people are so much better than what's thought, what's said, what's heard, what's felt, and seen by the mean. 

About Time! To Revisit.

Before I begin, I'm not allowing myself to think about how long it's been since I posted here. I'm here to remind myself what a great space I've created to organize my thoughts and to express them in the most positive way I'm capable of. In short, I need to be present here.

Right now!

So here I am. Each of my senses are in full tact with my determination to push past procrastination and to show up where I plan to. Baby steps work well and "this" particular moment is only a small fraction of my time today.

Everyday, actually!

I'm renaming today to Timely Tuesday. "This" will be my personal day of true structure. I wasn't born to do 7-days of structure and "that" is just a fact.

With each breath, through every passing moment, while I can I shall and gladly! Blessed beyond measure. I truly am.

I thank you LORD!!!

Hearing Clearly. Inner Reveal.

Last Monday I had my ears cleaned. More than "that," I was exposed to a brand new experience. One I'll never forget, but surely seek again.

At this year's KJLHs Women's Health forum I picked up a brochure from "The Annointed Touch."  After reading the details in the pamphlet I felt like it was "something" I wanted to try at least once. I'm glad I did.

A few years ago during a physical examination the doctor said she saw heavy wax inside each of my ears. She prescribed medicated ear drops to help soften the wax build up and advised, that I come back to the clinic in 2 days. When I returned for my follow-up appointment a nurse irrigated each ear using a needle-less syringe filled with a mixed solution made of water and peroxide.

It was an uncomfortable procedure. I've never had any liquid forced inside my ears before. The nurse warned me that I might feel dizzy afterwards due to the stimulation of my inner ear. She was exact. I remember feeling very dizzy and having to lay down for a few minutes before I could leave the room.

I did notice an improvement to my hearing after that last appointment. What's funny is I thought, that I'd been hearing fine all of the time. I just don't want to go through "that" medical process again. My choice. Thank GOD!!!

My ears were clogged with wax for a long while up until last week. I had been thinking about other alternatives rather than having my ears irrigated again. I could actually feel the build up inside each ear and knew "it" was affecting my normal hearing.

While searching for "something" at home a few weeks ago the brochure (mentioned above) fell to my feet. I picked it up and decided I'd research further at that moment. I left a message with "The Annointed Touch" right there and then.

Since meeting Linda, I no longer feel the extra weight I've been feeling in between my ears. I know that it's not all gone, but I feel relief. The Ear Coning process that I experienced was quite relaxing and so needed. I'm telling my family and friends about it too.

As with all "things" be sure to seek a trusted practitioner. Not everything is for everyone and not everyone is skilled at everything. So find someone anointed!!!