Dear
Lisa,
GOD Bless
you my
LOVEly
funshine!!! If you can peek through the stress clouds for just a moment I hope to help
you to think about some comforting "things."
What a fortune to have birthed such a
shining example of a
true leader. Especially, in a time like now when so many little girls are lacking hope, positive examples and not having the direction or trying hard enough on their own to pursue their dreams.
I've been thinking... More so, about
all the good, that everyone will remember about
your daughter
Destoney. In a short time
she's positively affected not only the lives of
her immediate family and those dearest to
her heart, but also so many of
her peers.
"It" is so very soon. Too soon to be sane and/or as others might expect
you to be presently. Don't
you worry about "anything." Everything, that has the potential to fill those clouds of stress will be rebuked and taken care of in
JESUS' name.
Your
FAITH will ease "this" pain.
We're the same age and I feel strongly, that we (
you and I) have experienced some similar feelings about life and our individual purpose in "it."
Hers was served
Lisa. I say confidently: In the
BEST way possible.
Remember how I used to tell
you, that I wanted to be as pretty as
you? I really thought
you had "it"
going on living with
your grandmother, father and brother during the time I knew
you best. I was always so hungry, remember?
You would take me in the backyard into the shed after we had worn ourselves out playing dress-up, performing and singing like the little
divas we were. I'd eat cookie after cookie not really wanting to go home away from my
princess friend who lived the
"Happy-so-Joyful" little life that was so appealing to me.
The fights.
You know: I was just jealous. I'm sure
you've experienced a whole lot more of
that well after elementary school. Where were the "stop bullying" campaign's back then, right?
GOD Bless
you: Mother to an
Angel.
As we matured into adolescence I heard (through the grapevine), that
you had gotten
pregnant. Honestly, I thought
you had lied. I'm sorry. It wasn't until we crossed paths again during our high school years and I learned that
your
beautiful babygirl, Destoney was attending the childcare across the street from
your high school.
I had no idea Lisa. Much of what I felt then, was how
lucky I thought
you were. Here I was (back then) running away from home chasing after my first
LOVE yearning to become pregnant and once again;
sweet-pretty little Lisa always getting what
she wants does "it" again. Yes, I was ignorant. Kids know
nothing until they've gone through some "things," wouldn't
you agree? I know. ;)
Thank
you for
your all
your
LOVE!!! For having and keeping such a forgiving
heart for others.
GOD has
you. HE IS going to continue to keep
you.
Your purpose IS still being fulfilled. I
know with
all that
you've gone through and with
your continuous and shameless acknowledgment of GOD being the head of your life: HE has revealed some "things" to
you. "I can" only speak to
you in "this"
manner because I know
you know
HIM Lisa.
I will go out on a limb and say, that I believe part of
your purpose has been for
others to see. For people to truly understand what
beauty is. Those of us who
really know the
essence of
your being; holds the honor and privilege of
knowing you and
your children. You were a
beautiful little girl and
you're even more
beautiful as a woman and mother.
You are now a
living example
Lisa. For other women who will cross the roads
you have seeking direction.
You have become the
role model your children need
you to be.
You still have work "to do" because
you have a compelling testimony and a real-life story that will
help young girls (like we used to be) have "something" positive to follow by. Doesn't life feel pleasing when we think more about
LOVE and fulfilling a purpose?
HIS purpose.
Her life's
journey will be a
compass in high demand.
Destoney had "it" made already. There's no need for her to suffer any pains of "this" world.
Whatever she has gone through "it" was enough. Not our say. What
GOD says.
Your job well done
funshine. We praise
HIM for sharing and delivering
her to us.
You were worthy to be
gifted as
her mother. Gifts for
each other first, then blessed abundantly to spread with others.
Her garden IS planted!!! We'll nurture
it together.
I'm finding so much comfort in knowing
her needs were fulfilled.
She was
always a
"mommy's girl" and residing with
her mommy may have been one of
her biggest dreams to come true. We know how challenging this world is today
Lisa and
you will eventually find peace with the example
your precious Angel left. Be very proud of
yourself no matter what.
You are a
rooted factor in
her legacy.
Her siblings are so fortunate being
witnesses to what
beauty and LOVE can do together.
How LOVE honestly and amazingly defines beauty. Because of
GODs LOVE in
you Lisa, you were a chosen
vessel. I'm so sorry for
your grief my
dear friend.
Do
you know the
profound affect
babygirl is about to have not only directly on
your family/friends, but on so many of
her peers? So many of whom, which don't have any type of understanding of what
LOVE looks, feels and speaks, like.
You know; that kind of
LOVE you have for
life, for
people, for
Destoney, all of
your children, the
LOVE she had for
you, her life, her siblings, but above
all: The
functional/operative LOVE knowing
GOD and that,
HE will see each of us through!!! Just as
HE has
thus far.
Ride the emotions. Allow
yourself to
release the sorrow.
You must continue to develop according to
GODs plan for
your life. You have an
army of righteousness, that will stand
together and fight with/for
you. You are very much in
your season (exactly where
GOD wants
you) and
you are
still leading by example.
GOD has given
you a break so that
you can learn what
HE needs
you to in order to press forward.
The
LOVE GOD delivered
here through
you when
you gave birth to
Destoney has been given back to
you. I believe
GOD is wrapping
her up to be delivered in a
GREATER way. By way of a
desire, "something" promised to
you because of your
FAITH. You may not stop crying when
you want to, but I
promise "I can" feel the tears of JOY that'll soon be swimming in
your soul.
Keep pressing
Lisa. Stand
"20-feet tall (live video)." Pray. Just wait and see how much
more she's going to encourage/inspire
you. I
LOVE you.
P.S. This got long... I wont question why. I suppose I'm being true to the "big-mouth Andrea with so much to say." The
one, that only my
true friends (like
you) know. Now when I see
you "I can" simply be with
you. If I say nothing during "that" moment "this" is my stated peace/piece.
In Prayer,
Andrea Lampkin :)