Attitude Refreshed.

In my new role at my job "it" involves many meetings, notes on top of more notes, and a willingness to do homework. There was a time in my life where once the end of the business day comes so do my efforts towards "it." I'm now in a position where I really want maximize my professionalism.

I always want to know what I'm doing and to be able to perform tasks with high efficiency. "This" is a first where I actually want to do the homework necessary to become more competent in my role. As tired as I feel right now, I'm going to study accordingly and be as ready as I need to be for the meeting tomorrow morning.

My mom used to say I had a very bad attitude. Sometimes I do, but it's not something I'm proud of so "it" is being checked daily as I remain aware of my need to improve in "this" area. I'm so grateful and appreciative for the faith, that my colleagues have in me, "that" I refuse to just float with the workflow. I plan to grow personally and professionally with "this" opportunity.

More than a splash I am. I'm a wave of new energy with a renewed spirit fit for regal crowning. 

Got my new bag. 

Next, I'm getting new shoes to go with my new walk. 

#strut

Fantasy Happy. Wednesday!

My Life-Size Image.

My Black History: Day 21.

Well, look at "this." I'm blogging for my 201st time on day 21 of my Black History series and it's leap year. I have a couple of "things" to mention within today's post so here I go...

As the very last day of my own Black history month of recognition, I'm reminded about the significance of numbers. Seven as being very Holy to me. So, capping my series at 21 feels like I'm in the right place at the right time. My family consists of 3 members and by my personal calculations I've done a good "thing" here with "this."

Remember the white board, that I brought into our house which ultimately became our inspiration board? Well, it's still making good use. My youngest daughter drew a picture commemorating Black History. I'm so touched by her creativity/artistry. Black History month keeps us informed and teaches the younger generations about all the challenges we've overcome and those, which we still face as Black people in America.

"No More Segregation!!!" That's what my little girl meant.

I agree. Diversity over division. 

So, last leap year I wrote a letter to my future husband with hopes that by this leap year I'd be married. Well, I'm no one's wife, not engaged and can not honestly say, "that" I'm in a serious relationship. Still not time for me and I'm ok with "it." All in GODs timing so I'll just continue to hold onto my faith and wait for the lifemate, that He is purposely readying for only me.

My momentum for blogging is at an all time high. I look forward to these moments when I force myself to stop whatever "it" is I'm doing to turn inward and to concentrate on my own thoughts, while also, creating "this" digital journal, that I can refer to at my leisure. "It" is indeed, a very good "thing." 

"Won't stop. Can't stop. Not now."

I Welcome. The New.

Christmas is over. Yes, LORD!!! We made it happily through and I can now plan accordingly. I love the New Year. I really do.

This year has been eventful. As I reflect back, in January I wasn't sure if we'd find somewhere better to live. I wasn't even sure if I was making the right decision about attempting to do so.

During my final semester at CSUDH this past Spring, I wasn't getting the necessary feedback from the office of records and admissions. I was very diligent with my efforts to ensure that I would indeed graduate, having completed all the required courses to receive my bachelor's degree. A couple of months before I graduated, I felt lost and couldn't define my purpose continuing with higher education.

In July, I began working full-time as an office manager for a small business. The experience was new and it confirmed that my skill-set is up to par. I also learned that I'll never have a high tolerance for nonsense. I thrive on fairness and honesty, which must be present in any workplace that I'll dedicate my time towards.

By October, I became unemployed and needless to say, financially "things" have been rough. Until, I change my perspective about money; no amount I make will suffice. I have some poor budgeting habits and I'm really just now acknowledging this. I can now reshape my thinking about finances and make better decisions regarding.

I attempted to position myself as "someone's" girlfriend, twice this year. I can admit, that I wouldn't mind having a life partner to share some responsibilities with and happiness in love, of course. I'm still not ready for the "Love of My Life." I believe now, I'd only appreciate him for what he can "do" because I haven't saved myself or my family yet...

There's still some personal goals that I want to fulfill before I enter into an intimate lifelong relationship. I have to get the Lampkin household in complete order. This means being able to cover my overhead comfortably so that I'm willing to "do" other "things" like date, doll myself up just because, and attract the proper attention.

So 2012, I've been looking forward to getting into you. I am more ready than I've never been. It's about time, that I stand tall (20-feet) and walk within the heals of success and not just on them. I not only see, but feel and believe in my abilities just like/more than so many others who've crossed my path.

The immature games in my adulthood are officially OVER!!!